I’ve always heard people talk about struggles in a negative light. And usually the way they describe it and talk about it doesn’t resonate with me.
Sure I had my struggles too. Struggling with unexplained infertility. Struggling to find my purpose in life. Struggling to find my place in the world, find my own voice.
However, struggling doesn’t feel bad to me at all. Initially, I wondered if I was addicted to struggling and hence felt this way.
But no, I’ve realised that my struggles were always with a purpose, so I find meaning in my struggles. In other words, I only struggle for things that have meaning. I fight for things with a purpose, a strong driving force behind them.
I struggle with unexplained infertility because I trust in the vision I have for my family.
I struggled to find purpose in life because I know I am meant for great things.
I struggled to find my place in the world because I know I have a place in this world wherever I go.
I struggled to find my own voice because I know that it is meant to impact people, guide people, and inspire people.
You see… even when I was at my lowest point financially, I wasn’t struggling to make ends meet. Sure I panicked, I worried. But I don’t see a point in struggling with that. I always believe that I’m in the right place, at the right time. So, I just take the next step in front of me, and the next, and the next.
(This is an insight on my struggles after contemplating the Channel of Struggle 28-38 in my Human Design.)
